So Desperate to Belongs (11/?)

[giichamainimore]

Title : So Desperate to Belongs (11/?)
Author : Giichamainimore
Pairing : Minho/Onew-Jinki, Jonghyun/Jinki
Rate : Rated for Language
Genre : Romance, Friendship, Brotherly Love

Jinki simply followed Minho with no thought where he would be taken, all his mind filled only the question of why Minho wanted to talk to him, it’s not like he didn’t like Minho started to talk to him but he just felt shocked, it was the first time Minho wanted to talk to him even he still with his cold manner. Jinki, he didn’t know whether to feel happy or scared now.

Jinki, he couldn’t hide his small smile on his lips after Minho said he wanted to talk to him. Probably Minho would forgive and started from beginning their relationship as friend again. Minho still cared about him, at least.

Jinki looked around his surroundings; he didn’t know they had stopped on school roof. Jinki looked up at Minho’s back whose was standing in front of him.

“Jinki-hyung…” that came from Minho’s husky and deep voice but didn’t turn back to face Jinki. Oh, how much he missed this voice called him like this; without his cold tone.

Jinki immediately focused his attention on Minho. He couldn’t help but his heart beating so fast like itwanted to pop out from his ribs as Minho began to speak. He played with his fingers, waiting for Minho tospeak again.

Few minutes had passed but no single word came from Minho that made Jinki dying for curiosity and worries. What exactly Minho wanted to tell him right now?

“Mi—” when he was about to call Minho, he looked Minho was facing him right now, making him lost his gut and felt scared all of sudden. He ducked down his head, didn’t meet Minho’s gaze at all. He could hear Minho’s footsteps approached him.

“Jinki-hyung, I must say this first. Don’t you ever or dare to think I want to talk to you because I want be friend or whatever you’re thinking right now, because you know I never will,” hissing, “I just want to figure something out which makes me upset since yesterday,” he told but he stopped right away, missing completely the sad and hurt look on Jinki’s face.

Minho’s sudden silent made Jinki more nervous until his toes were full of cold sweat and his palms were cold and felt numb.

Minho paused for a while as he walked closer toward Jinki, “Jinki-hyung,” he called then Jinki looked up at him. “Jinki-hyung…” he called Jinki again as he stood in front of Jinki, watching him intently.

The two of them were just kept silent, looking in their gaze each other until Jinki felt something was touching on his left cheek softly, at first he didn’t know what it was touching him on the cheek until he fell his gaze from Minho’s eyes to his left. His eyes grew wider and almost bulging as he saw Minho’s palm was on his left cheek and he felt it was caressing him softly. He turned his gaze back to Minho’s ones in shock and disbelief. He couldn’t help but blush as he met Minho’s gaze and knew Minho was caressing him on his cheek.

Minho never left his gaze on Jinki, he didn’t know why he did this, caressing Jinki’s cheek softly like this, he just followed his body even though he had argued to not to do so but his body and heart didn’t allow him. Might his mind was hated Jinki but probably his body was still liked Jinki, probably it was. Minho found it cute as Jinki’s cheeks turned red and hot, he could feel it on his palm.

Jinki stared at Minho confused. Why did Minho doing this to him? He said he didn’t want to befriend with him but why he caressed his cheek and gazed him like this? That was made him scared, might Minho would hurt him after being ‘fake’ nice. But, he still could enjoy and happy about this soft side on Minho even for seconds, couldn’t he?

Minho a bit hurt and annoyed as he felt Jinki was trembling under his touch and his eyes were shut tightly, didn’t meet at Minho’s gaze anymore. Minho narrowing his eyes, he felt hurt? But why he felt hurt? He shook his head. No, he was not hurt but he was annoyed! Annoyed? But, why he felt annoyed again? Minho hissed annoyingly, didn’t care about those feelings anymore and began to speak, “Jinki-hyung?” he called, still caressing Jinki.

Jinki opened his eyes and lifted his head slowly as he heard Minho called him softer than he used before. He met Minho’s gaze once again.

Minho closed his eyes before opened his eyes, “Jinki-hyung, I don’t know why but I keep feeling this sinceyesterday, it’s really bothering and troubling me so much,” hissing loudly, “and it’ll feel worse every times I see you with that Dino boy, I feel some oddly feelings inside my body which I can’t figure what, how and why? I feel like what to mad and cry at the same time!! It’s so f-ing irritating!!” biting down his lip, he felt like not himself telling this to other and had these oddly feelings with him, it’s so not him at all!!

“Mi—”

“It’s so annoying!! You are so f-ing annoying, why do you always make me annoyed? Why do you always give me troubles? And now, why do you give me those f-ing annoying feelings to me? Tell me, hyung!!” he yelled on top of his lungs.

Jinki felt hurt inside his body because Minho said he was f-ing annoying and always brought Minho with troubles but he felt hurt mostly because Minho in front of him looked like he wanted to cry and he lookedhurt. “…I-I’m sorry….Minho-yah….” He said nervously.

“What are you apologizing for? For being so f-ing annoying or always give me troubles?” Minho asked annoyed before he laughed bitterly.

“For… everything?”

Laughing a little then he continued, “Everything? If you say everything, then could you tell me why do I feel upset and annoyed every times I see you with that Dino boy? It’s so bothering me!!” he paused before looked deep in Jinki’s eyes. “Tell me, Jinki-hyung….” He groaned, “Fuck, this is not so me!”

He nervously pressed his hand on Minho’s hand which still on his cheek, he looked up, “But… Minho-yah, I-I don’t know—” before he could finish his words the only thing he knew was he now was in Minho’s arms that held him tightly. “Mi-Minho-yah….”

“Jinki-hyung…” Minho whispered through Jinki’s ear.

Jinki just shut his mouth, shocked. His body was frozen in Minho’s arms, he didn’t have idea Minho wouldhug him like this. He couldn’t help but feel happy.

“Jinki-hyung,” he whispered as he buried his face into Jinki’s shoulder. “I really want to ask this, what exactlyyour relationship with Jonghyun? Is he real your boyfriend?” he asked, getting angrier as he mention Jonghyun’s name.

“Why?”

“Don’t ask back,” Minho said briefly, tightening his arms around Jinki.

Jinki slid his trembled hand to Minho’s back slowly, “Actually, Jonghyun he…” Jinki shut his mouth back as healmost said Jonghyun was just his fake boyfriend. He sighed, “Yes, He’s my boyfriend….” He mumbled softly. Itfelt like talking with the old Minho.

Hearing that Minho tightened his arms around Jinki and gave a light kiss on Jinki’s nape, he didn’t care if he lost his mind for kissing Jinki right now. He felt the oddly feelings came up again around his heart, that's really annoying.

Jinki couldn’t help but slightly shudder as Minho kissed his nape lightly; he had never gotten a kiss in such a sensitive place like this.

Again, the pregnant silent wrapped around them tightly and both of them didn’t even move from their spotuntil Minho who broke the silent around them, “Jinki-hyung….”

Jinki hummed him nervously.

Minho pulled out his arms around Jinki, stroking Jinki’s cheek, “I mi—”

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO JINKI-HYUNG??!!! Let him go or I’ll kick you on the teeth!!!” that was Jonghyun who was running toward them with angry face on his. “Get the fuck off, Choi!!!” Jonghyun said ashe pushed Minho roughly from Jinki. “What the fuck do you want now?” Jonghyun asked angry.

Minho just stood while glaring at them blankly; of course he was absolutely angry now.

Snorting, “What’s with that glare? Are you mad?” Jonghyun asked mockingly, “But I was who supposed to be angry one because you have touched my boyfriend with your disgust hands!”

Minho clutched his fist tightly but he held his angers to not punch Jonghyun right now.

Turing to Jinki then grabbed his hand, “Let’s go, Jinki-hyung. Just leave that fellow alone!” Jonghyun told thenpulled Jinki who still eyed Minho curiously.

“Minho-yah…” Jinki whispered, still looking at Minho with full of curiosity of Minho’s word just now. If Jonghyun didn’t come, probably he could know what exactly Minho wanted to tell him just now. He sure heheard something like ‘Mi’ words, but he didn’t know what it was.

Jinki bit his lip seeing the sad and hurt look on Minho’s face. “Minho-yah…” all he could do just keep calling Minho’s name continuously as Minho’s figure getting more blur from his sight.

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“He didn’t hurt you, did he?” Jonghyun asked worried as he eyed Jinki from his toes to top of his head. “You’re alright, right?” hissing, “Shit, if I was not come in direct time, I don’t know what he would do to you!”he said before laughed, “I’d kick him on the teeth, really!”

If you didn’t come, maybe I can find out what Minho-yah would say to me… Jinki said to himself, pouting.

Seeing the pout on Jinki’s lips Jonghyun slid his one finger on there, “What’s wrong, my pouty hyung?”Jonghyun asked teasingly.

Jinki looked up, “Hyunnie, you said you would help me to become close again with Minho-yah, but why do you seem like didn’t want to give a chance to us? We almost made up back then before you interrupted us and yelling like that….” He scolded the younger.

Frowning, “Didn’t he want to hurt you?” Jonghyun asked.

Shaking his head immediately, “No, he didn’t!! He was just wanted to talk to me and nothing more, beside…” he looked away to hide his blushing cheeks, “He was just hugging me….” his cheeks grew redder as he remembered Minho had kissed him on his nape.

“What?! He was hugging you?!!!” Jonghyun asked back shockingly. “That little brat was hugging you, you? My boyfriend?!”

Jinki tilted his head confused but then he nodded, “Why?”

“I’m jealous! Because you’re my boyfriend and that brat hugged you!! Jinki-hyung, if you want hugs, I can give you as much as you want, but please don’t let that little brat hugs you again, okay? He’s a danger predator!” with that Jonghyun wrapped his arms around Jinki protectively, didn’t want to let go.

Jinki say nothing at all, he felt so right when Minho was hugging him and he was not a danger predator, he liked being in Minho’s warm embrace.

“Jonghyunnie?”

Jonghyun hummed him.

“Hyunnie, that…” Jinki paused as he chewed his lip.

“What is it, hyung?” Jonghyun asked him because Jinki didn’t continue his words.

“A-about… Minho-yah….” Jinki chewed his lip harder; maybe Jonghyun will mad if he wanted to talk about Minho.

“What’s with that little brat?”

Sighing, “Minho-yah says he has oddly feelings when he sees us around together, he says he wants to mad and cry at the same time every times he looks us together. So, hyunnie, what’s that feelings name?” Jinki asked curiously.

Jonghyun widened his eyes disbelief, “Is true he say it by himself?”

Jinki just nodded, getting more curious as he looked Jonghyun’s expression.

Jonghyun he felt like want to laughing his ass out hearing Jinki’s words about Minho. He didn’t believe that Minho, the little brat had some kind of feelings like it until it made him felt annoyed. Smirking, “I can’t believe that brat has feelings as human being, I thought he lost it after being a creaky brat,” he laughed.

Tilting his head he asked, “What do you mean?”

Resting his head on Jinki’s laps, “Don’t worry about him, hyung, what he feels just some normal feelings as anormal human. It’s not a big deal, sure he will get well after this,” Jonghyun said calmly but in mockinglytone.

Frowning, “But he says, he will has those feelings if he sees us together. Does that mean we can’t be together and Minho-yah will not get well soon?” Jinki asked innocently.

Jonghyun chuckled softly with Jinki’s innocence, “Nope, hyung. We still can be together,” he said whileplaying with Jinki’s fingers.

“But, every time Minho-yah sees us he will has those feelings. I don’t want those feelings bother him but Ialso don’t want we can’t be together,” Jinki said sadly.

Turning his head to face Jinki, “Gosh, hyung. Why do you this innocent? Are you sure you’re older than me?” Jonghyun said teasingly as he pinched Jinki’s cheeks playfully. “Like I said, he’ll be okay and we still can betogether, trust me,” Jonghyun said.

“Really?”

Jonghyun nodded his head slowly before shut his eyes slowly.

Jinki played with the younger’s hair before Jonghyun called him.

“Jinki-hyung, do you love me?” Jonghyun asked out of the blue before he looked up at Jinki.

Smiling down at the younger, “Of course, I do. I love you, Hyunnie. You’re my caring little brother,” Jinki saidhappily.

Little brother? “I love you too, Jinki-hyung. You’re my cutest hyung ever!!” he paused, “Hyung?”

Jinki gave a small nod as the return.

“Do you love Minho?”

To be Continued